I know that I shouldn't let it get to me (But it does and who am I kidding)...I've made up my mind took time to think of everything I could do...It may be hard but I'm trying hard to comprehend where I quit and where I should begin...I know that I shouldn't let it get to me (But it does and who am I kidding)...I know that I shouldn't let it get to me (But it does and who am I kidding)

I just can't leave hi...I can't go...I got my reasons...I got my pride...I got these kids...I had these dreams...I'm falling apart at ...nd it can't hurt if I don't know...I just keep pushing '...I wish that everybody...I'm already feeling s...I gotta make decision...I'm strong but who am I kidding...I'll be okay...I'm down on my knees ...I'm in love...I'm still in love...I just don't think th...I can feel it getting...I'm afraid of startin...I want to give him all I have...And I have tried to treat...Show support like I should...And I've been faithful fr...nd it can't hurt if I don't know...I just keep pushing '...I wish that everybody...I'm already feeling s...I gotta make decision...I'm strong but who am I kidding...I'll be okay...I'm down on my knees ...I'm in love...I'm still in love...I just don't think th...I can feel it getting...I'm afraid of startin...I'm down on my knees ...I'm in love...I'm still in love...I just don't think th...I can feel it getting

Why am I lonely ...Why am I talking ...It's like I'm talking to the ai...What am I looking for ...Why am I angry ...And why am I missing ...The way I love you ...As deep as I do ...But I need to feel you ne...Who am I kidding ...And I needed to believe ...I learned a brand new...And if I could've been your ...I would've found a wa...I don't understand yo

And I swear I won't regret you,...And in your tracks I'll stop you still,...'Cause I still have got this...It's the idea that I will feel brand new...And I am, doh,...And I swore I won't forget you,...I close my eyes, when count to ten, it's you again, I said who am I kidding...It's the idea that I will feel brand new...And I am, dooh,...These frozen words I catch in mid air,...I can use your second...And I know you will do better, and I know you won't sett...It's the idea that I can feel brand new ...I am over

Last night I fell in love with a...I never saw it coming...And I fear that I am falling ...I should be old enoug...So here I stand fighting what I feel for you ...reason says and how I really feel ...And here I stand, wondering wh...e same, the same as I do ...And suddenly I find myself twelve ...But who am I kidding to even think that ...ld you be scared if I told you I like you ...nd would you run if I told you I love you ...As I do, as I do ...I never saw it coming...And I fear that I am falling ...I should be old enoug

Guess I'll get dressed and ...I'll find a crowded a...I can't get used to l...No matter what I try to do ...on't love some girl I used to know ...After I heard her say, Hell...I can't get used to l...No matter what I try to do ...I can't get used to l...No matter what I try to do ...No matter what I try to do ...I'll find some party ...Who am I kidding, only me ...Guess that I am just a hopeless cas...I can't get used to l...No matter what I try to do ...No matter what I try to do

Guess I'll get dressed and ...I'll find a crowded a...I can't get used to l...No matter what I try to do ...Called up some girl I used to know ...After I heard her say, "Hel...I'll find somebody, w...Who am I kidding, only me ...Guess that I am just a hopeless cas

Guess I'll get dressed and ...I'll find a crowded a...I can't get used to l...No matter what I try to do...on't love some girl I used to know...After I heard her say hello...I couldn't think of a...I can't get used to l...No matter what I try to do...No matter what I try to do...I'll find some party ...Who am I kidding, only me...Guess that I am just a hopeless cas...I can't get used to l...No matter what I try to do...No matter what I try to do

I'm alive in a city o...I feel a little suici...Oh who am I kidding now? ...I had an old friend who said I should run ...As I stared into my own ...That's when I realized nobody ever told me that, I'm just afraid of dy

ight then and there I said to him...I hope you find that ...I guess I'll see you later...I'm saying oh why did...So now I'm dialing on my cel...Now I ask myself why?...Why did I let him go? now I'm...I hope you find that ...I guess I'll see you later...I'm saying oh why did...So now I'm dialing on my cel...Now I'm hiding...See I'm not that chick who's sits around...Why you left me I don't know...But I'll walk these stree...Until I bring my baby home...Oh I need your loving...Who am I kidding...I'm saying oh why did...So now I'm dialing on my cel

ight then and there I said to him...I hope you find that ...I guess I'll see you later...I'm saying oh why did...So now I'm dialing on my cel...Now I ask myself why?...Why did I let him go? now I'm...I hope you find that ...I guess I'll see you later...I'm saying oh why did...So now I'm dialing on my cel...Now I'm hiding...See I'm not that chick who sits around...Why you left me I don't know...But I'll walk these stree...Until I bring my baby home...Oh I need your loving...Who am I kidding...I'm saying oh why did...So now I'm dialing on my cel

I thought you were pe...I was out of my mind....Looked like I was winning, ...t was the best love I'd ever been in. ...And I was looking forward...I should have known b...I was out of my leagu...I kept my heart hidde...Now I'm wishin' that I didn't. ...Oh, who am I kidding? ...And I was looking forward...If I'd only met ya, ...If I'd only let you know...And if I could, I would,

I should have seen it coming, I should have fucking...How could I let you play me, I don't even know ...I should have seen it coming, I should have fucking...How could I let you playing me, I don't even know ...I'm such a fool I can't believe I let you in my life ...broke the rules but I should have known y...cool but then again who am I kidding ...And I should have known ...I should have seen it coming, I should have fucking...How could I let you play me, I don´t even know ...I should have seen it coming, I should have fucking...How could I let you playing me, I don´t even know ...I should have known, ...blamed it all on me I should have known ...And I should have known ...I should have seen it coming, I should have fucking...How could I let you play me, I don´t even know ...I should have seen it coming, I should have fucking...How could I let you playing me, I don´t even know ... the darkness, yeah I still believe in lo...I still believe... ...How could I let you play with me, I don´t even know

I never would have th...Who am I kidding ...I don't suppose you c...I'm feeling this way ...I'm through being a f...u don't listen when I say I love you ...You turn away when I try to show you ...You don't see that I exist ...I thought I knew you ...That I was something to yo... now the only thing I feel is pain ...I think I'm crazy ...I'm lost in love with...I don't suppose you c...I'm feeling this way ...I'm through being a f...I give up

I pulled up slinging ...I kept the motor runn...Yeah, I was foolish and wil...Or I can stand there and...Ah who am I kidding, he'll neve...I swear it stopped tw...pulled me close and I held on tight