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es in my life where I just ...I just wanna run away, I just ...I just wish the pain ...I don't wanna cry no ...I wish the pain would...Sometimes I wanna pull it, end ... half of his brain, I recapture the pain ...enty-six now, still I can't stop the tear...That's when I shit, cause I know you fuck with me for my money ...fuck if they Marked me For Death like Stev...r breathin, long as I'm even 'fore I'm leavin ...I wish this pain, wou...I wish this pain, wou...I wish this pain, wou...I wish this pain, wou...e kind of pain that I wouldn't wish on an...I can't relate to the...Is it my fate, am I that nigga, that th...lely, slowly, cause I rock a Roley they w...ow the pain's warm, I stagger ...And I'm hopin I don't know the cat with the da...To the families, I never meant to caus...I know the truth, but if you want, then I shoulder the blame ...Now it seems like I'm goin insane ... of you and hip-hop I expand the news ...fore my shit drops, I stand accused ...Don't you think I wish we all was ric...I wish this pain, wou...I wish this pain, wou...I don't wanna give no...I wish this pain, wou...I don't wanna receive...I wish this pain, wou...I can still hear the ...in and prayin, then I said ..."God why? Got to know how hard we try ...Wish I could die, I could fly ...id, "Puff listen to me" ...n my head and said "I live through you ...continuous, this is what we do ...I know it might be strenou...That's when I opened up my eyes a...I wish this pain, wou...I wish this pain, wou...I wish this pain, wou...I wish this pain, wou...I'm tellin you man ...I don't give a fuck W...ocus your mind man, do your albums, make t...And I'ma tell the same thing to y...hopefully, I pray for you, you b...I wish this pain, wou...I wish this pain, wou...I wish this pain, wou...I wish this pain, wou...I wish this pain, wou

es in my life where I just...I just wanna run away, I just...I just wish the pain ...I don't wanna cry no ...I wish the pain would...Sometimes I wanna pull it, end ... half of his brain, I recapture the pain...enty-six now, still I can't stop the tear...That's when I shit, cause I know you fuck with me for my money...fuck if they Marked me For Death like Stev... breathin', long as I'm even 'fore I'm leavin'...I wish this pain, wou...I wish this pain, wou...I wish this pain, wou...I wish this pain, wou...e kind of pain that I wouldn't wish on an...I can't relate to the...Is it my fate, am I that nigga, that th...lely, slowly, cause I rock a Roley they w...ow the pain's warm, I stagger...And I'm hopin' I don't know the cat with the da...To the families, I never meant to caus...I know the truth, but if you want, then I shoulder the blame...Now it seems like I'm goin insane... of you and hip-hop I expand the news...fore my shit drops, I stand accused...Don't you think I wish we all was ric...I wish this pain, wou...I wish this pain, wou...I don't wanna give no...I wish this pain, wou...I don't wanna receive...I wish this pain, wou...I can still hear the ...' and prayin', then I said..."God why? Got to know how hard we try...Wish I could die, I could fly...id, "Puff listen to me"...n my head and said "I live through you...continuous, this is what we do...I know it might be strenuo...That's when I opened up my eyes a...I wish this pain, wou...I wish this pain, wou...I wish this pain, wou...I wish this pain, wou...I'm tellin' you man...I don't give a fuck w...ocus your mind man, do your albums, make t...And I'ma tell the same thing to y...Hopefully, I pray for you, you b...I wish this pain, wou...I wish this pain, wou...I wish this pain, wou...I wish this pain, wou...I wish this pain, wou

es in my life where I just ...I just wanna run away, I just ...I just wish the pain ...I don't wanna cry no ...I wish the pain would...Sometimes I wanna pull it, end ... half of his brain, I recapture the pain ...enty-six now, still I can't stop the tear...That's when I shit, cause I know you fuck with me for my money ...fuck if they Marked me For Death like Stev...r breathin, long as I'm even 'fore I'm leavin ...I wish this pain, wou...I wish this pain, wou...I wish this pain, wou...I wish this pain, wou...e kind of pain that I wouldn't wish on an...I can't relate to the...Is it my fate, am I that nigga, that th...lely, slowly, cause I rock a Roley they w...ow the pain's warm, I stagger ...And I'm hopin I don't know the cat with the da...To the families, I never meant to caus...I know the truth, but if you want, then I shoulder the blame ...Now it seems like I'm goin insane ... of you and hip-hop I expand the news ...fore my shit drops, I stand accused ...Don't you think I wish we all was ric...I wish this pain, wou...I wish this pain, wou...I don't wanna give no...I wish this pain, wou...I don't wanna receive...I wish this pain, wou...I can still hear the ...in and prayin, then I said ..."God why? Got to know how hard we try ...Wish I could die, I could fly ...id, "Puff listen to me" ...n my head and said "I live through you ...continuous, this is what we do ...I know it might be strenou...That's when I opened up my eyes a...I wish this pain, wou...I wish this pain, wou...I wish this pain, wou...I wish this pain, wou...I'm tellin you man ...I don't give a fuck W...ocus your mind man, do your albums, make t...And I'ma tell the same thing to y...hopefully, I pray for you, you b...I wish this pain, wou...I wish this pain, wou...I wish this pain, wou...I wish this pain, wou...I wish this pain, wou

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Rough Draft (ha ha, tell em) ...What you really doin hoe...Why do I do the things I do? ...What am I doing? ...I talk to myself... w...I want to ask me a question: ...When am I gonna make it up ou...left the gate open? Do you want to sell? ...Why do I rip it in half, doo...Nina so I can get up in it? ...ical milli minutes, I'm about to begin it...Can I get some, can I spit some, which on...When am I gonna get off this ...Can I take another peel, why do I feel ...like I'm a sick individual...Do you, feel me? Do you do voodoo really? ...Will you let me run up in it? ...What's the word; is it absurd? What is that isssh you h... sure it's Selassie I the First ... planet Earth, who? Do you want to flow; ...what you want to do? ...How can I be in the zone like...How can I break the obsession...dle of it all, when I snap back, step bac...k myself; what, why do you ask so many que...Do I want to stick em wi...I'm at the pinnacle when I'm up in em I'ma kill em in this ...Do you understand.. whatcha gonna do when Nina hit you ...How does it feel? Do you want to come up...hy me, who are you, what I am supposed to do - what a nigga here fo'? ...Who do you fear mo'? Is it...What are you lookin at, when am I gonna get a dose of...Can you give me a little something ...west Side Crew's to blame ...Can I get a little back w...What do you accomplish, eve...Hack it, did you know Tech9ne hot like a ... baby? Can you give me a double dose ...hatever the feeling I'm gettin is really ...Who, when, where what why? ...I'm at the pinnacle with a killer eye, do I want to ...die no I just want to dose o...Now do you know what the real is? ...oes everybody think I'm twisted? Non-real...or do you think that I'm gifted, I'ma live freer ...Can you help me? Am I lookin at you ...can I be peepin you from ...d you be the reason I'm a bomb ...Tell me what the problem is, I'ma write what the bottom is ...Do you know what a empty column is? ...Am I your worst nightmare? I feel sick right the...Should I blow it out, can I do without, do I need help? ...Am I living within a pen...I'm stressing, can I get a blessing (fro...The one who cursed me with all these Ques...Some say I'm psychotic ...but if I have to label it, i...It's like I gotta write shit li

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there anything more I can do for you ...there anything more I can do for you ...Shall I let the green grass...thing more you want me to do ...Shall I hand up all my secr...ybe then you'll see me too ...You got me on my knees, saying...ou change locks, so I change keys ...ion out of fashion, am I on the wrong track ...Hard for me to take but you can tell me what I lack ... the early bird but I gets no worm ...Treat me like a germ, but I still stand firm ...Chasing am I wasting all my time...Do you want a break or do you need a pause ...Is it how I'm dressed huh, or am I just a pest ...I think you bend me just to see if I will break ...e case, just to see what I will take ...Lead me, lead me on, because you know I want to swing ...Question that I'm pressing, is ther...Do you want a break or do you need a pause ...Do you want a break or do you need a pause ...Do you want a break or, do you want to break or do you need a pause ...Hard for me to take but you can tell me what I lack ...Wanting what you flaunting, can't blame me for my thirst ...Hopin' while I'm scopin', dirty mi...Heated now I'm hotter for your hips, put me on ...Yearning yeah, I'm yearning, got an ...Money I can make, but it's ...Craving what you're saying, wait...Read me like a book, I'm misbehaving ...Tell me what you need and your need I'll try to feed ...Hear me as I beg, hear me as I plead ...I see you're fighting...Tell me want I want and I'll tell you what I bring

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And I was in the session ...I had my demo with me. You know, like I always do ...I play the songs, he'...I'm like "It's me." He's like "Oh, we... started talking to me on the phone ... forth, just asking me to send him beats ...And I'm thinking he's try...You need to tell him that you like t...u want to sign him, tell him you like how he...I was all, I dunno if he was gassin' me or not ...e he want to manage me as a rapper AND a p..."I'll sign you as a pr...I'm like oh shit ...I was messing with, u...But that's how I got in the game. If it wasn't for that, I wouldn't be here ...So you know. After they picked ...I was figuring I was gonna do some more work ...ping off like that. I was stayin in Chica...I had my own apartment, I be doin' like, just...echnoMarine, that's what we wore back then ...I made this one beat where I sped up this Hal Me...I played it for Hip o...t soundin' right to me ...So I went and um, I was listening to Dr...And really I just, like picked t...I could say that was ...You know, I got to come in and ...I was still with my other management. I really wanted to ro...Hip hop, cause I, I just needed some fresh air, you know what I'm ...Saying, cause I been there for a while, I appreciated what they did ...For me, but, you know there's a time in e...level. And that day I ...Came and I tracked the beat and I got to meet Jay-Z a...s verse by the time I got ...To the studio, you know how he do it, one take. And h...("check this out, tell me what you think of this, ..."tell me what you think of this." And I heard it, and I was thinking ...Like, man, I really wanted more like of the simple type Jay-Z, I ain't ...n. So he asked me, "what you think of it?" ..."so what you thinkin?" ...And I was like, "man that...You know what I'm saying, man what I'ma tell him? I was on the train ...Man, you know. So after that I went back home. And man I'm, I'm just ...In Chicago, I'm trying to do my thing. You know, I got groups. I got ...Acts I'm trying to get on,...Company. So, like I'm just straight hol...ave my company. And I got evicted at ...The same time. So I went down and tracked the beats from him, I took ...Ten days before I had to actually get out. So I ain't have to deal ...'cause he's a jerk. Me and my mother drove...Newark, New Jersey. I hadn't even seen my...I remember I pulled up ...I unpacked all my shit. You know, we went to IKEA, I bought a ...Bed, I put the bed together myself. I loaded up all my eq...The first beat I made was, uh, 'Hear...um at that time, so I came up ...matter of fact, and I ...ven beats. And, you know I could see he's in t...ats that he wanted, I did nothing like al...then Jay walked in. I remember he had a G...Hat on. I remember it like, l... beat for him." And I played 'Heart of th...Really I made 'Heart of the City,' I really wanted to gi..."No I think Jay gon' like...And I played another beat, and I played another beat. And I remember that ...OH.' Two days later I'm in Baseline and I seen ...Dame. Dame didn't know who I was and I was like "yo what's up I'm Kanye." ...You know I ain't talking shit....I'm like "oh shit." And all this time I'm starstruck, man. I'm ...thinking 'bout, you know I'm picturing these n...treets is Watching, I'm looking, these we...they still are, you know. So, Jay came in an...y, and in two days, I gotta bring up one ... the story, the day I did the 'Can't be ...ife' beat on track, I remember Lenny S, h... Hip hop was there, I think Tata, John ... a bunch of people. I didn't know all these people at...as in the room, and I said, "yo Jay I could rap." And I ... rap that said, uh "I'm killing y'all nig...naise colored Benz, I push miracle whips." And I saw his ...Eyes light up when I said that line. But you know the West, the rap ...t was it. You know, I ain't get no deal t...rst hit single. And I just ...With KwelI I think was one of th...se later he allowed me ...tour with him. Man, I appre-- I love him for that. ...This time, you know I didn't have a deal, I had songs, and I had ...They'd call me up, I'd play them some be...iders. Whatever. So I'll play them ...r whatever and then I'll play my shit. I'll ...Be like, "yo but I rap too." Hey, I guess they was lookin' at me crazy ...se you know, 'cause I ain't have a jersey... there listen here. I played them 'Jesus ...Didn't sign me. You know what happened, it was so...With me though, but then li...Nigga Mel brought me to a bunch of label...I'm not gonna say not...id". 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