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When I'm as pretty as my f...Yo I'm the problem nigga's got but scared to step to it ...If a nigga really want it with me? Let's d...killers'll tell ya I just proved it ...I set the tone ya nigga's adjust to it ...s do sets and rep's to it ...I'm the type that get...Want it wit' us? Come put your best to it ...Come clean now, I'll send these tests to it ...I should get a Nike contract the way I "Just Do It" ...You know I hide B's on it ...omebody move wrong, I put they teeth on t...'em see how it feel to have to eat through a straw...While I'm sittin' in the car, chick goin' to get my jar ...So I greet them like the...'t no gettin' up if I hit you ...So all them cowards want to ride with you ...They either die with you, or lie cr...Mess with me, now why would you? ...Nigga's die dealin' with dough ...me wild in the week to kill ...Deep throat be how I greet my chick ...When I'm down and out and I need the chips ...Vietnam will be how I leave your script ... it take dough just to reach the rich ...And don't rush to be somethin' that y...To do what he gotta do...I'm only here to get enough, then I'm out the game ...A nigga didn't want drama, why he came? ...It's like tryin' to win, know you cross...X-30 G's, then why buy a plane?

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Dear god, I'm gonna teach you i...And I thank you for all t...And I thank you for every...And I beg your forgivness...For I sin everyday ...They all want me dead or alive ...I'll get even before I die ...They all want me dead or alive ...I'll get even before I die ...e streets have done to me man ...I deserve a better ha...'cause I'm runnin these stre...f there's one thing I know ...ho's, merely needed to get treated like on...'cause you know I cock and blow nigga...'cause I'm a survivor like D...To the day of my demis...I'ma ask the lord why ...They all want me dead or alive ...I'll get even before I die ...They all want me dead or alive ...I'll get even before I die ...All I really want to do is be happy, and...But I'm strong, motherfuc...As I'm givin a fuck ...I'm tryna get my life...Befo' I die ...Don't ask me why, I ...I've been waitin so long to explode ...But me, I'm a survivor like D...I'm gonna ask the lord why ...They all want me dead or alive ...I'll get even before I die ...They all want me dead or alive ...I'll get even before I die ...They all want me...Dead ...Why the fuck would they want to see me live? ...So I'm gearin up to get into some shit ...And I run wit real niggaz...That are designed to pop ya lid (Shit) ...er met a real nigga I didn't like ... a bitch nigga that I didn't fight ...But if you really want to fuck wit me ...'cause I'm a survivor like D...I'm gonna ask the lord why ...They all want me dead or alive ...I'll get even before I die ...They all want me dead or alive ...I'll get even before I die

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We were too wasted to close the window...d family looking in to my only hiding plac...Infidel to die for...What I am doing...When we're loving to ask each other...Do you want it...Do you want me...I want it, it is you...You are where I want to be...Why would I...I can drive...Why would I...When I can drive...I forget everything ...I used to know...How to leave the boy behin...Without having to watch him go...Infidel to die for...What I am doing...When we're loving to ask each other...Do you want it...Do you want me...I want it, it is you...You are where I want to be...Why would I...I can drive...Why would I...When I can drive