Sometimes I try to do things ...'t work out the way I want it to ...And I get real frustrated, and like I try hard to do it, and I take my time, but it just doesn't work out the way I want it to ...It's like I concentrate on it r...And everything I do and everything I try ...rns out, it's like, I need time to figure...And I go, "No it's okay, you know, I'll figure it out, just leave me alone, I'll figure it out, you know? I'm just working on m...t to talk about it, I'll be here, you kno...And I go, "NO I don't want to, I'm okay! I'll figure it out my...I'm not crazy!-Instit...I was in my room, and I was just like, staring at the walls thinking about everything but then again I was thinking about nothing, and then my mom came in, and I didn't even know sh...She called my name and I didn't hear her, th...And I go, "What? What's t...I go, "There's nothin...I go, "No mom, I'm not on drugs, I'm okay, I'm just thinking, yo...I go, "Mom, I'm okay, I'm just thinking" ...I go, "Mom, just get me a pepsi, please? All I want's a pepsi" ... give it to me, all I wanted was a pepsi,...I'm sitting in my room, and my mom and my dad came in, they p...And I go, "Okay, what's t...And I go, "Wait! What are you talking about? WE decided?! MY best interest?! How do YOU know what MY best interest is? How can YOU say what MY best interest is? What are you trying to say, I'M crazy?! When I went to YOUR schools, I went to YOUR churches, I went to YOUR institutional learning facilities! So how can you say I'm crazy?! ...y say they're gonna fix my brain ...Alleviate my suffering and my pain ...ut by the time they fix my head ...Mentally I'll be dead ...It doesn't matter I'll probably get hit

Sometimes I try to do things, and it just doesn't work out the way I wanted to. ...And I get real frustrated and like I try hard to do it. ...I like take my time and it doesn't work out the way I wanted to. ...It's like I concentrate on it r...And Everything I do and everything I try it never turns ...It's like I need time to figure...I go: ...it's okay, you know I'll figure it out, just leave me alone I'll figure it out. ...You know I'll just work it out...nt to talk about it I'll be here you know...I go: ...No. I don't want to talk about it. I'm okay, I'll figure it out my...I'm not crazy - insti...I was in my room and I was like just sitti...hing but then again I was thinking about ...And my mom came in and I didn't even realize she was there and she calls my ...Name but I didn't even hear it...And I go: ...I go: ...I go: ...Mom I'm not on drugs I'm okay, I was just thinking y...I go: ...Mom I'm okay, I'm just thinking. ...I go: ...All I want is a Pepsi, an...All I wanted was a Pepsi,...I'm not crazy - insti...I was sitting in my room and my mom and my dad came in and the...And I go: ...And I go: ...about, we decided!? My best ...Interest?! How do you know what MY best interest is? How can you say what ...MY best interest is? What are you trying to say, I'M crazy? When I went to ...YOUR schools, when I went to YOUR churches, when I went to YOUR instit...Facilities?! How can you say I'm crazy? ...y say they're gonna fix my brain ...Alleviate my suffering and my pain ...ut by the time they fix my head ...Mentally I'll be dead ...I'm not crazy - insti...Doesn't matter. I'll probably get hit

Uh, I got to remind y'all...Aiyyo, I gots to hear the beat so I can eat, ahight? ...If I can't live, you can...I thought he was my man, but he act lik...I knew he had the joint, but I didn't want to make... him, but ask me if I care ...'cause what I used to give a fuck...ain't nothing fair, I knew this for a lon...belt, you felt what I had ...And I shouldn't have even...I'm doin' bad, but if I gots to feel it, yo...ga can't afford it, I gots to steal it ...And that's how real it, GETS, when...h four slugs to the head ...smell for too long, I do wrong ...And so I don't have nightmares I forget about it, mo...Keep gettin my groove on, 'cause t...money if you pussy, I'm gonna be able to ...Some cop I'm about to smack ac...I'm on a robbin spree...Or you don't know I'll bring it to your door 'cause I'm cruddy ...Like puddy, when I hold you niggas, I mold you niggas ...I done told you niggas, that I been owed you nigga...Shit I guess you didn't know you do get killed for ...I done filled niggas ...Its like I blew this joint dow...I'ma take it from whe...What more can they do to a man that ain't...How do brains taste, when ...I got som'thin to fix pain when I kicks game ...'cause I'ma float off more t

I break a nigga down ...The undisputed, I'm never ever dilute...I make ya maggot ass ... underestimating as I'm creating the butt...e heavy bricks when I'm dropping ...I'm wrecking nigga whole shit plus I make a profit ...I'm wrecking niggas one-by-one but then I miscount ...Mispronounced, how do LL bounce ...d get ya shit bust? I turn ya fagots into...Ya slipping, I'm gripping micropho...Then I crack up the speake...Uh, I get da drop on you ...I blow it, I make it hot for my niggas ...I blow em, kaboom, bu...s was sleeping like I was off on a Star T...Select my dialect, inspect all my checks ...ou clowns know when I bring forth the hea...I'm on a journey thro...I lay back, niggas beef or let my nuts live ...I take my blade, insert it un...! You can't believe how I deliver bomb shit ...I take ya motherfuckers one-by-one and show ya how it's done ...I'm freezing, ya blee...I got ya raw ass bust...Head up on the place mat...d, concentrating on how I shine ...I blaze it quick, amaze cliques when I flip ...I can't believe you n...I'm breaking shit aside ya doctor's can't fix ...I'm bringing crews, in my ring you swing and ...ith the blues light my fuse, allow me ...rab ass fake niggas how it be ...My technique's superb when I'm pissing on these ...I gotta keep my title locked down s...Uh, I get da drop on you ...I blow it, I make it hot for my niggas ...Uh, I get da drop on you ...I blow it, I make it hot!

Uh, I got to remind y...Aiyyo, I gots to hear the beat so I can eat, ahight? ...If I can't live, yo...I thought he was my man, but he act lik...I knew he had the joint, but I didn't want to... him, but ask me if I care ...'Cuz what I used to give a fuck...039;t nothing fair, I knew this for a lon...belt, you felt what I had ...And I shouldn't have...n' bad, but if I gots to feel it, yo...n't afford it, I gots to steal it ...And that's how real it, GETS, when...h four slugs to the head ...smell for too long, I do wrong ...And so I don't have nightmares I forget about it, mo...Keep gettin my groove on, 'cu...Like puddy, when I hold you niggas, I mold you niggas ...I done told you niggas, that I been owed you nigga...Shit I guess you didn't know you do get killed for ...I done filled niggas ...Its like I blew this joint dow...What more can they do to a man that ain&#...How do brains taste, when ...I got som'thin to fix pain when I kicks game

I need to know is V-A...I'm diggin' that ...But how about the ladies that got a head full of fake weave ...Ooh baby let me fix my weave ...ch me up and let me fix my weave ...Before I walk in the club ...I gotta fix my weave ...(Oh) Baby fix my weave ...Baby baby let me fix my weave ...On the highway I do above ninety ...I met a guy named Tom...So I moves it slowly ...I told him baby let me fix my weave ...I got a hair out of p...Ooh baby let me fix my weave ...ch me up and let me fix my weave ...Before I walk in the club ...I gotta fix my weave ...(Oohwee) Baby fix my weave ...Baby baby let me fix my weave ...On the highway I do above ninety ...I used to date a guy ...I called him Mr. Youn...I had him souped like...I put the beat on ...And on my ass he skeet on ...I put the heat on you...I told him gimme cash to fix my weave ...And I don't want no excus...support money don't fix my weave ...Ooh baby let me fix my weave ...ch me up and let me fix my weave ...Before I walk in the club ...I gotta fix my weave ...(Oh) Baby fix my weave ...Baby baby let me fix my weave ...On the highway I do above ninety ...I got a call from Joe...Hey-lo how you doing ...Used to ask who I was screwing ...I used to get vex whe... trip just like Ben I'm rich ...I tell him baby I need a new weave ...Because my tracks feel whack ...I want to hit the par... drive a Benz to go fix a weave ...Ooh baby let me fix my weave ...ch me up and let me fix my weave ...Before I walk in the club ...I gotta fix my weave ...(Oh) Baby fix my weave ...Baby baby let me fix my weave ...On the highway I do above ninety ...Okay oohwee yeah fix your weave

But I was nearly crazy ...And I was clearly crazy ...On I-85 North, going now...ld hit the 400, but I ain't got money for...ked up ahead of me, I see the road flares...School bus on my right, kids laughin...ng conversations in my head by my ex-wife ...the house work that I did, to the kids, e...She said I was crazy so I threatened to prove...rustrated, thinking how the fuck could I clean it up ...out 1000 degrees in my truck ...Loosened my tie, wiped the sweat out of my eyes, mixed with te...d thick with fears, I've lost everything that I done built for year...hool bus fucking up my limbo ...ickin' boogers upon my window ...Kick my door open, dive out...I'ma go there that bi...She'll see I'ma fix this shit, FUCK THA...Motherfucker is my own car really haul...I got some powerful shit in my trunk want me to us...I grabbed that shit, ... some release would I fuck with you, Bill...k away lady, before I swiss cheese your M...Am I crazy for wanting my babies to have a fa...Gonna show my bitch of a wife she...It's my daughter's birthday...y? Really? Then why do you react to it? ...you're an actor, am I your fuckin' audien...Kids, look how many different dire...It's okay, I'm not crazy, I got kids your age ...Don't be afraid, I said don't be afrai... y'all be cool now, I'm leaving now, it's...'Bout to visit my wife after hitting ...I got some shit to fix (sinister chuckle) I got some shit to fix ...the biggest days of my life ...'Cause I'm about to ask the women I love if she'll be my wife ...I just know that she will, for this women, I'll KILL ...I used to clean dishes at Micky D's, now I'm on GRILL ...So I've been able to sav... this ring for when I pop the big questio...But my manager's been stressin' the way I been dressin' ...Tellin' me I need new shoes but I can't afford to get... and does shit that I hate! ... he wrote me up and I was only five minut...AW FUCK! I'm starting to hear my screws bust ...Screw it, I'll do it, He gives me Win...Now I'm scrubbin the toilet like, FUCK MY BOSS and HE STINKS!...I'm asking my girl to marry me, f...o calm me down like my shrink ...NOOOOOO! I JUST LOST IT AND NO...And today on my lunchbreak my girl's supposed to ...I want to ask her but without the ring what'll I do? ...Wassup baby. Listen I want to tell you so...[SOS]: ...I love you more than ...[SOS]: I... I had one but... I dropped it in the s...my... my manager... he... he...: Yeah... WHATEVER! I'm seeing somebody e...BITCH, DO YOU WANT FRIES WITH...SICK cause my mind just snapped p...ll out the gun that I got from the cop ...When I fire my pistol like it's a ...hear sirens whistle I've lost my mind, it's official...Grab my manager's pencil an...The sink. I made a mess and sho...I'ma take this damn r...To get my FUCKIN money back.....Ignition contact in my little compact ...n piece of shit and I need to quit ...Night Train pummels my right brain ...pain of a hangover, I smell the faint odo...I need to lower my risk ...Hittin my liver with this liq...I'm fuckin laughin an...As my 8-track tape deck p...I walked in on my friend with his hand caught in my wife's panty elasti...I don't think I hurt em ...e straight vodka in my coffee thermos ...Put on my game face and walk ...Of my job at the strip ma...[Boss]: Oh, before I forget uh, we're go...lepeople out front, I ain't forget ya'll ...oys are Us and bust my shit ...Verizon fucked up my service so they ain...or gettin caught in my matrix ...I see two dudes walki

I'm over past that ...I got off the 2 train in Brooklyn on my way to a session ...p the stairs before I get to steppin' ...She had her head wrapped ...gotta dead that the head wrap is her remedy ...What do they call her? They...I know a girl with a ...in' her what she'll do when it comes time ...How will I feed this baby? ...How will I survive, how will this baby shin...(And my hair...) ...(Well my hair's alright whatever way I want to fix it, ...(But my hips, these sweet h...(And when I fix my lips my mouth is like wine)...n't be shy, tonight I wanna be your lady)...(Why I'm yours if you got ...k whatever we could do that it's your dime...Harlem's from where I came, don't worry about my name,) ... church she learned how to be patient and k...(But me, my skin is brown and my manner is tough,) ...(Like the love I give my babies when the rai... that mess with me, I never bluff) ...'t got time to lie, my life has been much ...ning with barefeet, I ain't got nothin' but my soul,) ...And it crippled me, I got the destiny of ...(But I live through my babies and I change my reality) ...(Maybe one day I'll ride back to Geo...re call me Peaches, I guess that's my name.)

But I was nearly crazy...And I was clearly crazy...On I-85 North, going now...ld hit the 400, but I ain't got money for...ked up ahead of me, I see the road flares...School bus on my right, kids laughin...ng conversations in my head by my ex-wife...the house work that I did, to the kids, e...She said I was crazy so I threatened to prove...rustrated, thinking how the fuck could I clean it up...out 1000 degrees in my truck...Loosened my tie, wiped the sweat out of my eyes, mixed with te...d thick with fears, I've lost everything that I done built for year...hool bus fucking up my limbo...ickin' boogers upon my window...Kick my door open, dive out...I'ma go there that bi...She'll see I'ma fix this shit, FUCK THA...Motherfucker is my own car really haul...I got some powerful shit in my trunk want me to us...I grabbed that shit, ... some release would I fuck with you, Bill...k away lady, before I swiss cheese your M...Am I crazy for wanting my babies to have a fa...Gonna show my bitch of a wife she...It's my daughter's birthday...y? Really? Then why do you react to it?...you're an actor, am I your fuckin' audien...Kids, look how many different dire...It's okay, I'm not crazy, I got kids your age...Don't be afraid, I said don't be afrai... y'all be cool now, I'm leaving now, it's...'Bout to visit my wife after hitting ...I got some shit to fix (sinister chuckle) I got some shit to fix...the biggest days of my life...'Cause I'm about to ask the women I love if she'll be my wife...I just know that she will, for this women, I'll KILL...I used to clean dishes at Micky D's, now I'm on GRILL...So I've been able to sav... this ring for when I pop the big questio...But my manager's been stressin' the way I been dressin'...Tellin' me I need new shoes but I can't afford to get... and does shit that I hate!... he wrote me up and I was only five minut...AW FUCK! I'm starting to hear my screws bust...Screw it, I'll do it, He gives me Win...Now I'm scrubbin the toilet like, FUCK MY BOSS and HE STINKS!...I'm asking my girl to marry me, f...o calm me down like my shrink...NOOOOOO! I JUST LOST IT AND NO...And today on my lunchbreak my girl's supposed to ...I want to ask her but without the ring what'll I do?...Wassup baby. Listen I want to tell you so...[SOS]: ...I love you more than ...[SOS]: I... I had one but... I dropped it in the s...my... my manager... he... he...: Yeah... WHATEVER! I'm seeing somebody e...BITCH, DO YOU WANT FRIES WITH...SICK cause my mind just snapped p...ll out the gun that I got from the cop...When I fire my pistol like it's a ...hear sirens whistle I've lost my mind, it's official...Grab my manager's pencil an...The sink. I made a mess and sho...I'ma take this damn r...To get my FUCKIN money back.....Ignition contact in my little compact...n piece of shit and I need to quit...Night Train pummels my right brain...pain of a hangover, I smell the faint odo...I need to lower my risk...Hittin my liver with this liq...I'm fuckin laughin an...As my 8-track tape deck p...I walked in on my friend with his hand caught in my wife's panty elasti...I don't think I hurt em...e straight vodka in my coffee thermos...Put on my game face and walk ...Of my job at the strip ma...[Boss]: Oh, before I forget uh, we're go...lepeople out front, I ain't forget ya'll...oys are Us and bust my shit...Verizon fucked up my service so they ain...or gettin caught in my matrix...I see two dudes walki

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