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I'm going backwards t...I'm yours, you're min...And I never was smart with love...I let the bad ones in...But I'm gonna love you like I've never been hurt before...I'm gonna love you like I'm indestructible...And I'm indestructible...And I never was smart with love...I let the bad ones in...But I'm gonna love you like I've never been hurt before...I'm gonna love you like I'm indestructible...Ooh and I'm gonna love you li...Like I've never been hurt before...I'm gonna love you like I'm indestructible...And I'm indestructible...And I never was smart with love...I let the bad ones in...But I'm gonna love you like I've never been hurt before...I'm gonna love you like I'm indestructible...Ooh and I'm gonna love you li...Like I've never been hurt before...I'm gonna love you like I'm indestructible...And I'm indestructible

I'm going backwards t...I'm yours, you're min...And I never was smart with love...I let the bad ones in...But I'm gonna love you like I've never been hurt before...I'm gonna love you like I'm indestructible...And I'm indestructible...And I never was smart with love...I let the bad ones in...But I'm gonna love you like I've never been hurt before...I'm gonna love you like I'm indestructible...Ooh and I'm gonna love you li...Like I've never been hurt before...I'm gonna love you like I'm indestructible...And I'm indestructible...And I never was smart with love...I let the bad ones in...But I'm gonna love you like I've never been hurt before...I'm gonna love you like I'm indestructible...Ooh and I'm gonna love you li...Like I've never been hurt before...I'm gonna love you like I'm indestructible...And I'm indestructible

I mean, you mutha fuc...I mean, people always...Now Jose was the cocaine boss ...But Jose was out fuckin his sist...ster 'cause' sister was sniff up everything...'cause' he was good at handlin cok...Problem was, he was pitchin for the dud...Meleke was a killa, Boo was a killa ...e the fact, that he was close to Jose and h...And bein that he was a bitch and he ain'...But shorty was smart, so before they got to load up...en, it's going down I need more cocaine ...So they met up, it was a set up ...d where's my sister before I kill you ...You see, I told this story because I kinda feel like, ev...I mean, you see, you

But I'm sure they wanna k...I got that bounce, to...ause that's what he was...Should I slap her, or should I freak-ah...I'll take the strong ...Yeah I broke a few....And by the way I was hoping you...I make her do for us...I was there when he was crowned "Bo$$ Playa...I had, 3 on my right ... n green n gold who was sharp to death...Before you put your dime o...top, pause, rewind, before you put your rhyme ...And that was smart.... like a art the way I articulate...See, I've been the fliest since I came out the gate...I ain't ask for it homie I just shake n bake....I wont fake to make y...I say a prayer to my ... steal for me? (Yes I will)...u kill for me? (Yes I will)...I don?t think that yo

Proudly I sit on my horse. ...And I wait for the sign i...oul is yours should I fail. ...I will not need no heart where I go should I die. ...I may stand or be bea...was decided long before he was born. ...Here the fire was tamed. Here our swo...I ride into land few ...I see nothing but mis...I can't tell them and...oul is yours should I fail. ...I will not need no heart where I go, should I die. ...I may stand or be bea...was decided long before he was born. ...oul is yours should I fail. ...I will not need a heart where I go, should I die.

about a time there was a kid ...Only thing he had was Pat and Turner ...ten to the story as I tell it like it is ...I was a youngster from Ea... Adidas sweat-shirt was cool ...lized somethin, but I don't know ...I wanted to be down r...I asked one of my bes..."see'mon man can I be down can I be down witcha crew...I wanted to be down, so I could play the role...I went home and sat i...And that's why I sing this song to y...I'm a lonely soldier....I got a little older,...It was like I just joined the Lak...I was in 11th grade, at ?...They was sayin they was sayin hey what's wr...achers they thought I was crazy without a dou...I guess they didn't understand what I was comin from ...Since I was into MC'n, they thought I was dumb ...Then there was a teacher by the na...Since I was good at rememberin numbers she said I was smart ...And THAT'S why I sing this song to y...I'm a lonely soldier....I was a walkin son of a gun before the day I begun ...I'ma tell you how it ...Well me, I lived in >??I was ambitious and devoted til the day I'd die ...I used to get on Fair...I would walk from C.I., to Bay Shore ...Just to see if I really had the rhym...I'd go to house parti...Like if I was David Carridine who...s and parents said, I should just stop ...I can't take no more ...And that's why I sing this song to y...I'm a lonely soldier....I'm a lonely soldier.

Yeah I be actin' crazy, ra...don't get me wrong, I got sense ...I'ma thank God on thi...But I'm here to tell you ...Before I was a wild juvenile ...I used to be a mild C...I used to seek and se...A 1-2, I've seen a lot of hy...When I turned thirteen I thought church was fake ...I took all I could take so I took a little break...I went to the world, ...e crack to slice so I can do my own thang...The street life I didn't understand g...So I started gangbangin'...st kid on the block was a Christian son ...I got released in '94...Told my mamma I don't want to get i...I want to find a job,...I stopped bangin' (yeah) I really quit ...But not the people I got into it wit' ... a long story short I stepped out the tub...This when I got approached by t...I tried to explain I didn't do it (uh) ...I told ya bro, since ...I been straight man, I don't mess around n...he said man? he got smart with me ...Like Mike Tyson I was scratchin' and biti...I tried to fight back but my efforts was useless ...I was on the ground (grou...I thought about all the bad things I did ...When I ran from God as a l...Heavy licks they was layin' on me ... time my momma, she was prayin' for me ...I told Jesus "I don't deserve You ...But let me live and I'll serve You" ... uh, sometimes when I'm drinkin' man ...I think about my close calls, you know what I'm sayin' ...Times I almost got shot ...Times I was commitin' crimes, a...Man I think about car acc...I think about homeboys I speak to one day ...eace, you know what I'm sayin' ...You know what I'm sayin' ... robbed me, hey man I'm still alive ...I once was lost but now I'm found ...Was blind but now I see ...I'm tellin' you God h...a wretch like me (I was lost, can You help ...I once was lost (yeah) but now I'm found (uh) ...Was blind but now I see

I'll never forget tha...When I decided to run away...Little Sister was playin ...Mama was rockin out on the f...er had left the day before ...clothes when no one was lookin ...I jumped the fence and I thumbed a ride ...That I'd regret all it by ...And I wish I had the love that was offered to me ...When I was just too young and ...There was a whole lot of love...But I had to leave to fin...nd it seems like it was only yesterday ...If I'da known then what I know now ...I'da stayed right on ...I thought I was smart ...ed to be a man when I was only a child ...ccept the love that was offered to me ...And I wish I had the love that was offered to me ...When I was just too young and ...There was a whole lot of love...But I had to leave to fin...nd it seems like it was only yesterday ...And I wish I had the love I threw away

It was two weeks before my son's birthday ...And if I was smart I wouldn't tell ...It was all over him yaw, m...He was caught up in the ga...d the FBI warned if I didn't go along ...They'd make sure I never saw ...But how could I just turn him in ...I know you're afraid,...I'm trying to build o...I'm doin' this for us...You're the only one I love, the only one I trust ...I've been with him for about 4 years, and I swear ...He gave me anything I could dream (anythi... life that he lived was a nightmare, I swear ...It wasn't clean, he was blinded by the crea...y head like a song, I saw every sin knew ...And if I didn't go along, I'd never see my fami...I know you're afraid,...I'm trying to build o...I'm doin' this for us...You're the only one I love, the only one I trust ...It was Saturday evening, w... looked in my eyes, I wanted to cry ...How could I do this? Plain do this when I knew he would die? ...He was a soldier of cause ...But with out him I'm lost ...So I stood by his side a...I know you're afraid,...I'm trying to build o...I'm doin' this for us...You're the only one I love, the only one I trust

I said howdy there la...I've never seen anyth...Like this before ...I said that girl in t...Lady I need a drink ...Can I bring you another ...I'm hoping these bubb...But when I returned ...And the lady was gone ...Was never alone ...Tim he was tall ...And Susan was smart ...Melissa was sad ...Richard was cool ...And Tubb he was funny ...So I said my goodbyes ...And as I walked out ...But I sure am happy you c

I ain't coming in yet...I'll come in in a min... when Mark Wahlberg was Marky Mark ...h the same guy that was smart eyein' you ...All i could see is a bunc...And I'm so high that I might die if I go by it ...e out of this place I'm outta place ...I'm in in outter space, I've just vanished wi...I'm going to a pretty...I'll be back in an ho...'Cause every time I go to try to leave ...I don't want to but I gotta stay (Whoa) ...'Cause everytime I try ta tell 'em no ...I'm a sucker all I gotta say (Whoa) ...In third grade all I used to do ...Was sniff glue through ...venteen years later I'm as rude as you ...I got no game and eve...They got no name so i don't need game to ...I just say whatever I want, to whoever I want ...Whenever i want, wherever I want, however I want ...However I do show some respec...We just met but I think I'm in love with you ...I gotta go bitch, you know I got stuff to do ...'Cause if I get caught cheatin' then I'm stuck with you ...But fuck it I'm on one so let's e...So bye for now I'm gonna try to find...Cause every time I go to try to leave ...I don't want to but I gotta stay (Whoa) ...'Cause everytime I try ta tell 'em no ...I'm a sucker all I gotta say (Whoa) ...s everywhere, where was you brought up? ...If I could take it all back now I wouldn't ...I would've did more shit that people said that I shouldn't ...But I'm all grown up now ...But I still gotta a lot o...I still gotta whole l...s all said and done before I know it ...I'll be forty with a ...'Cause every time I go to try to leave ...I don't want to but I gotta stay (Whoa) ...'Cause everytime I try ta tell 'em no ...I'm a sucker all I gotta say (Whoa) ...'Cause every time I go to try to leave ...I don't want to but I gotta stay (Whoa) ...'Cause everytime I try ta tell 'em no ...I'm a sucker all I gotta say (Whoa)

I ain't coming in yet...I'll come in in a min... when Mark Wahlberg was Marky Mark ...h the same guy that was smart eyein' you ...All I could see is a bunc...And I'm so high that I might die if I go by it ...e out of this place I'm outta place ...I'm in in outter space, I've just vanished wi...I'm going to a pretty...I'll be back in an ho...'Cause every time I go to try to leave ...I don't want to but I gotta stay (Whoa) ...'Cause every time I try ta tell 'em no ...I'm a sucker all I gotta say (Whoa) ...In third grade all I used to do ...Was sniff glue through ...venteen years later I'm as rude as you ...I got no game and eve...They got no name so I don't need game to ...I just say whatever I want, to whoever I want ...Whenever I want, wherever I want, however I want ...However I do show some respec...We just met but I think I'm in love with you ...I gotta go b****, you know I got stuff to do ...'Cause if I get caught cheatin' then I'm stuck with you ...But f*** it I'm on one so let's e...So bye for now I'm gonna try to find...Cause every time I go to try to leave ...I don't want to but I gotta stay (Whoa) ...'Cause every time I try ta tell 'em no ...I'm a sucker all I gotta say (Whoa) ...s everywhere, where was you brought up? ...If I could take it all back now I wouldn't ...I would've did more s*** that people said that I shouldn't ...But I'm all grown up now ...But I still gotta a lot o...I still gotta whole l...s all said and done before I know it ...I'll be forty with a ...'Cause every time I go to try to leave ...I don't want to but I gotta stay (Whoa) ...'Cause every time I try ta tell 'em no ...I'm a sucker all I gotta say (Whoa) ...'Cause every time I go to try to leave ...I don't want to but I gotta stay (Whoa) ...'Cause every time I try ta tell 'em no ...I'm a sucker all I gotta say (Whoa)

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