My brother's been laid off ...Now what in the fuck is we supp...rd to see att night in a house when it ain't got no lights...Man, it feels like I ain't even here ...I'm ready to get up and get all my own, but I got three more fuck...a big dream to make it on out this ghetto ...I'm livin to die it seems I just can't win ...Now I'm high, but I'm stopin to realize I drunk this whole fi...(Nigga damn!) I'm 17 and drinkin like I'm grown up ...I got some problems, plus I need some money ...And it's really all because....lin, strugglin like I want it ...k school, right now I'm hungry, and I can't eat that damn...But on this corner I can eat everyday, all I gotta do is slang t...I'm glad I took that fifty dol...me a double up, now it's all about comin up ...I'ma pay ya back next...And it's my first time I'm lowin, watchin fo...I'm trippin out lookin' at all the dough I got ...I shoulda been came a sold the block and locked it ...Hate to say it, but I think these streets...Cause now that I see how quick I can come about brea...Why in the hell is you steady tellin me to... my thing right now I know ...I'm walkin home happy, smilin, and I ain't even thinkin ...so a nigga assuming I could do some impro...es, Cadillac Coupe, I'm out here doin it ...ass broad, and that's something I never had ...But I'm never mad cause I done snagged one ba...Once I turned 18 it was on ...I say, what? nigga, he don't know that I'm too deep in this ...I'm livin and breathi...And if I don't play the crook, you ain't gonna have sh...ok, gimme a minute, I'll chill in a minute I promise I will ...As soon as I finished this last ...I'ma drop the dice af...Little did he know, I got no intentions o...I'm feelin to get ric...When you get out, you'll have some shit here if you still care ...t shit went bad six in the morning crashing through my...ad we want you, and I'm like ooh! (shit) ...But I'm like fuck it now ...Now I'm in the courtroom when that asked me how I plea ...I tell the judge straight up, I've been havin problems and it's all because...

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