I couldn't look you i...You're so very special ...I wish I was special ...But I'm a creep ...I'm a weirdo ...What the hell am I doing here ...I don't belong here ...I don't care if it hu...I want to have contro...I want a perfect body...I want a perfect soul...I want you to notice ...When I'm not around ...You're so very special ...I wish I was special ...But I'm a creep ...I'm a weirdo ...What the hell am I doing here ...I don't belong here ...You're so very special ...I wish I was special ...But I'm a creep ...I'm a weirdo ...What the hell am I doing here ...I don't belong here ...I don't belong here

I wish I was special...You're so very special...But I'm a creep, ...I'm a weirdo...What the hell am I doin' here?...I don't belong here...I don't care if it hu...I wanna have control...I want a perfect body...I want a perfect soul...I want you to notice ...when I'm not around...You're so very' special...I wish I was special...But I'm a creep...I'm a weirdo...What the hell am I doin' here?...I don't belong here, ...You're so very special...I wish I was special...But I'm a creep, ...I'm a weirdo...What the hell am I doin' here?...I don't belong here...I don't belong here..

You're so very special ...I wish I was special ...But I'm a creep ...I'm a weirdo ...What the hell am I doing here? ...I don't belong here ...I don't care if it hu...I want to have contro...I want a perfect body...I want a perfect soul...I want you to notice ...When I'm not around ...You're so fuckin' special ...I wish I was special ...But I'm a creep ...I'm a weirdo ...What the hell am I doing here? ...I don't belong here ...But I'm a creep ...I'm a weirdo ...What the hell am I doing here? ...I don't belong here ...I don't belong here

You know folks, I was talking with my honey the other day, my Pablo Honey, I said to her, I said, "Pablo Honey", I said, I said, "You go to my...I couldn't look you i...I wish I was special ...You're so frickin' special ...But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo ...What the heck am I doing here? ...I don't belong here ...You're so very special ...I'll have that special ...But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo ...What the heck am I doing here? ...I don't belong here ...I'm a creep, I'm a nut-job ...What the hell am I doing here? ...I don't belong here ...I don't belong here

You know folks, I was talking with my honey the other day, my Pablo Honey, I said to her, I said, "Pablo Honey", I said, I said, "You go to my...I couldn't look you i...I wish I was special...You're so frickin' special...But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo...What the heck am I doing here?...I don't belong here...You're so very special...I'll have that special...But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo...What the heck am I doing here?...I don't belong here...I'm a creep, I'm a nut-job...What the hell am I doing here?...I don't belong here...I don't belong here

You know folks, I was talking with my honey the other day, my Pablo Honey, I said to her, I said, "Pablo Honey", I said, I said, "You go to my...I couldn't look you i...I wish I was special...You're so frickin' special...But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo...What the heck am I doing here?...I don't belong here...You're so very special...I'll have that special...But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo...What the heck am I doing here?...I don't belong here...I'm a creep, I'm a nut-job...What the hell am I doing here?...I don't belong here...I don't belong here

'Cause I was so glad to say, ...It was on a very special night. ...More than I know, she's the one...A day I'll never suppress. ...A tender love so sweet. ...I'll always want her ...But I'm longing for you, ...I wish they all would run ...What am I to do? ...I want to get back to...A day I'll never supress. ...A tender love so sweet. ...I always want her by

hh, it's rollin, OK very good very good ... I'd like to tell ever...ut, la someone that was very special to me ... This is a special song about that special someone ... About just how special things can be you k... I'm sure everybody ou...elt, felt something very simmular to that ... Yo you know, I saw you that day yo...pretty nice man but I tell you yo ... I saw the other Girl ... I'm talkin bout hip h... Agh baby you look so nice ... Yea you're looking so nice Georgie Girl ...t's right baby that was you the first time ... You know i saw you all alone ... I was on the boardwalk yo... You was squirting the water...t hey baby you know I would win the whole... I think this album wi...d to the magicians, I wish you many new tasty ... Oh yea... I'm sorry the album took so long...

Nä, I england slår ... väldigt vasst I öronen....ml;r jag bara frida I mina lurar!...I can't...And I can't get enough of...I can't...So don't stop doing it...Aah, every move I'm making...Am I reading your mind...But somehow I know I'm not wrong...And tonight is very special...det är det va. I alla fall nufö...Oh, I wish I could be like you...Oh, I wish I could be like you...Oh, I wish I could be like you...Oh, I wish I could be like you...And I've always been unde...Now I'm sick and tired of...And I ain't gonna take it...Girl I'm leaving and I'm burying the past... klingar din gitarr I moll...And I know some who prefe...Then I think of us, of you and I...So sad and kind of bit...And I fear my heart will ...Guess it all was my mistake...Oh I remember every litt...I remember every plac...I never loved you mor...I'm down...And I feel depressed...If I could have my way...Well, I would not be workin...I know what I like to be...I wish there was a way that I could show you...I guess I never get a chance ...I'm waiting for you, ...I'm sitting all alone...I feel so cold without you...I never thought you'd...But now I know it's true...Oh, lord I'm blue...I'm crying over you...I'm waiting for you, ...I'm sitting all alone...I feel so cold without you...I never thought you'd...But now I know it's true...Oh, lord I'm blue...I'm crying over you...I'm crying over you...Oh, lord I'm blue...I'm crying over you...Oh, lord I'm blue...I'm crying over you...Oh, lord I'm blue...I'm crying over you...He was handsome and smart...But I lead him on...He was handsome and smart... rubbing off on me, I feel it too...I'm a victim of my loneliness, I guess...And I'm feeling so alone...You know I will...I could never stay on...Givin' it all I got to give...I've never done that ...I'm always givin' a l...When I'm with you...Givin' it all I got to give...I've never done that ...I'm always givin' a l...When I'm with you...And I'm always givin' a l...When I'm with you...Givin' it all I got to give...I've never done that ...I'm always givin' a l...When I'm with you...Givin' it all I got to give...I've never done that ...I'm always givin' a l

I'm feeling changes a...A special kind of beat I feel ...nd and upside down, I feel the power ...And thanks to you I fell in love ...I tumble down not knowing what I came here for ...I'm feeling changes a...I wake in another world that others seem so hard to find ...They wish they could be like ...You've waited for so very long ...I took the chance I made you strong ...I grow with you, you ...And when I thought the peak was reached, you took m...I'm feeling changes a...I wake in another world that others seem so hard to find ...They wish they could be like ...I'm feeling changes a...I wake in another world that others seem so hard to find

I just want some affection I just want some affection I don't want no hoochie-coochie mama No back door woman No queen street sex thing I want a tiger on bended knees With all the kindness of the japanese I just want some affection Wish I heard voices G A Wish I was a telephoneEm D Karen yeah yeah Karen yeah yeah Karen yeah yeah Karen yeah yeah yeah G A Em D + Arpeggio I said yeah, oh KarenEm D I know this girl, This very special girl And she works in a library yeah Standing there, behind the counter Willing to help With all the problems That I encounter Helps me find Hemingway Helps me find Genet Helps me find Brecht Helps me find Chandler Helps me find James Joyce She always makes the right choice She's no queen She's no angel Just a peasant from the village She's my god, she's my god She's my G.O.D., she's my god, yeah, yeah, She's my G.O.O.D, yeah She's my god now Oh she's my god now, yeah Karen yeah yeah Karen yeah yeah Karen yeah yeah Karen yeah yeah yeah Oh yeah, oh Karen For this part still Em D but in arpeggio And she stands there, in the library Like a nun in a church does... Like a nun in a church does... She stands there all alone...Em D 'cos she gives me something that I just can't get now anywhere else 'cos the girls that I see walking around Yeah the ones I see walking on the street Are so damn damn damn damn damn damn cold 'cos they must have Eskimo blood in their veins And the one that I want I just can't see I can't see her there I can't see anywhere

, women you looking so very beautiful here toda...Oh Lord Jesus I wish you'd take'th away ...Boy I'm glad you finally ...me for the mistakes I've made...See I could replace a Cadillac but I can't replace my mo...I'm sorry for the hip...s is another's gain so we gotta grab somet...Lord, got so many questions I need the answers to...orry for the things I put my baby's mama ...I feel that women are...why do you make 'em so emotional, and othe...I guess it's your way...Either I'm smarter cause of my daughter or I'm just too dense...I'm 28 years old, it ...And I've been...Searching so long, I was lost in the clouds...I'm trying to stay st... some time, but now I see... anytime a fan said I was bein rude...I'm only human, I'm not always in the...ose who don't think I'm great and wanna s...Don't get me wrong, I know some people go...I know some folks may...But I'm just speaking MY truth, cause I heard it sets you f...I'm smarter cause of my daughter, and I'm not too dense...I'm 28 years old, it ...And I've been...(I've been searchin so long)...(I admit that I've been lost in the...(You know I'ma make you proud)...Searching so long (so long) lost...k me some time) now I see (oh now I see)...entlemen, we have a special guest in the house ...Yes I'm talking to you, i... the middle of that I wanna say this...ible says that when I was a child, I spoke as a child...I understood as a child, I fought as a child...Hey, but when I became a man...I put away those, chi...wntown, wherever it was...t what you learned, was on the streets, and...I'm talking about the...That I caught the wrong me...I'm hearing from God,...I said it's time to s...d you can tell God "I'm sorry;...I had the wrong cue, I was doing the wrong thi...I was going after things that I thought were right,...And now that I'm getting it right, I'm asking you to for...And I may have done the things, that they said I did...But I'm not, who they say I am; I am who you made me ...And I'm changing in that,...But every time I fall down, I'll get right back u...And every time I make a wrong turn, I'll get myself back ...Because I recognize, I have been called, f...Searching so long, lost in the c...k me some time) now I see

I have life ...I have car ...I have job ...I get the pains ...I am so ordinary ...I have child ...I have home ...I have hobby ...But it's nothing very special ...I do the garden ...I watch girls ...I am so ordinary ...I have life ...I have cage ...I'm going bald ...I want to tell the wo...I've done nothing ...I've achieved nothing...I work for a firm ...But I want to burn it dow...I am so ordinary ...I am so ordinary ...I was born ...One day I'll die ...There was something in betwee...I, I don't know what ...I'm a man ...I want to break a rul...I am a no, no, no, no...I am so ordinary ...I'm so tired of endless ar...I'm beginning to not ...I wish I could reach right o...I, I, I, I wanna die... ...I wanna die ...I wanna die, die, die...I wanna die

I wish Christmas was every day ...That this very special time of year ...Well I'm glad it's Christm...Oh when I'm with you darlin' ...There's so much love that I want to share ...I know you feel it to

I was born Jonathon Aaron...steel. I am a Leo, born under the sign of the lion and I was raised in a ...rother Michael whom I love ...dearly. He was five years my senior. My father's nickname was Red which I ...hy because his hair was sandy blond. Nevert...the name stuck. So when my brother was born my father beca...brother Little Red. I should have known from the first time when I ...realised their special connection, that I just didn't fit in ...her's plans. And as I grew older the cons...ft little doubt who was the image of perfec...uld do no wrong and I became The ...l 'black sheep' and I soon figured out th...t mix. The beatings I received became mor... to the point where I would ask my father "Am I the orphaned son ..."? But oddly enough I worshipped the grou...My brother and I were a strange mixt...m the same parents. I ...he same father, but I always dismissed th...idea as my mother was far too religious, ...o encourage me. For I was born ... often told me when I was born an angel flew ...one". And I had no idea what 'The one' was, but as I grew older I began to ...too my relationship was different and not f...the good. She was opinionated, uneduc...to religion was over-zealous to say...but she was pretty, very pretty and I would often wonder,...This was a series of characteristics that many times in my life I would ...rment and the women I sought after when I was older ... control everything I did or was to become. I shall explain ...ry about them which I call my Four Doors ... vanity. The mirror was to ...nd my greatness. It was the ...one place I could go to see ins...ess household where I could be great, where I could be anything o...anyone I wanted to be - one hundred percent pure escapism until I ...It was my 14th birthday, t... the one person who was my guiding light, my friend, my hero, was ... He died instantly. I ...s funeral. My agony was so great I ...ear after his death I roamed the streets ...anything or anyone. I discovered alcohol,...d in general a life I had never known which was exciting, frighteni...y dangerous. And it was then as I staggered through a...of my drunken rages I stumbled across a s...-red six string. It was like I'd known ...I soon found it was the only way I could truly express myself. It was a ...r Doors Of Doom and I found myself going ...rite themselves and I knew ...my destiny was in my music but I was going to have to ge...backwards town I was in if I was ever going to succeed. I was 16 going ...ing my parents knew was 'live, work, die. ' And if I ...stayed there that was exactly what was going to happen to me - I was gonna ...die. So I ran away to the big...persecution I had known for so long. I hitchhiked all the ...in the other and as I stood at the edge ... magic of the place was incredibly intense. It was to be my ...new home the place I would call the 'Arena Of Pleasure'. I lived and ...ord and that's when I ran across a deligh...court of law and he was the president of on...business to Charlie was nothing more ...was his record company ...was the music business ...ie. And through him I learned everything I needed to know ...ess and even things I didn't want to know...The big time was calling and I was on my way. He intro...e of my first album I was sitting on the step...me if I would like my fortune read and I had never had it done so I was ...tes she stopped and I wanted to know of m...ke. She showed me a very ...ing vision of where I was going. I told her that I wanted a ...Be careful what you wish for - it might come...the King of Mercy". I asked her if ...she was sure of what she ha