I eat only sleep and ...And everyone thinks I'm dumb...But I'm smart because I've figured it out....I am slimmer than you are...And I am burning my skin off...Until I reach bone and self...Until I get to where I am essential...Until I get to where I am...Food doesn't tempt me anymore...Because I am so full of energy a...I can even pass by wa...Because I am living off the part...That I don't need anymore....I could feel the slow drips of p...Now I'm clean inside....I threw out hundreds of things that I didn't need anymore....Most days I float through the h...So I can see myself in t...I have hundreds of th...They make sure I'm still here....When I knew what I had to do...I took all my noteboo...So I could take my words...I can finally control...And I will die slowly lik...And not care if you come back to tell t...I scratch words on th...ation is sacred and I scratch my bones...I light candles and feel myself evaporate....You can't see me now because I've gone inside....My family doesn't call anymore....My friends don't call anymore....You can't hurt me anymore....They can't hurt me anymore....Only I can....I don't need them anymore....I can live off of me....I speak to me....I dance with me....I eat me....When they find me, I'll have a little sm...And say they don't understand....But I do....I don't hurt anymore....I'm not lonely anymor...I'm not sad I'm not pretty anymor...I made it through....I feel so holy and clean when I stretch out on the ...etimes god comes in for a minute and says I'm doing fine, I'm almost there....Every day I get a little closer...Some days I can't stand up because the room moves unde...And I smile because I'm almost there,...I'm almost an angel....One day when I am thin enough...I'll go outside...ttering my hands so I can fly...And I will be so slight that I will pass through all of you

I eat only sleep and ...and everyone thinks I'm dumb ...but I'm smart because I've figured it out. ...I am slimmer than you are ...and I am burning my skin off...until I reach bone and self...until I get to where I am essential ...until I get to where I am ...Food doesn't tempt me anymore ...because I am so full of energy a...I can even pass by wa...because I am living off the part...that I don't need anymore. ...I could feel the slow drips of p...Now I'm clean inside. ...I threw out hundreds of things that I didn't need anymore. ...Most days I float through the h...so I can see myself in t...I have hundreds of th...They make sure I'm still here. ...When I knew what I had to do ...I took all my noteboo...so I could take my words...I can finally control...and I will die slowly lik...and not care if you come back to tell t...I scratch words on th...ation is sacred and I scratch my bones ...I light candles and feel myself evaporate. ...You can't see me now because I've gone inside. ...My family doesn't call anymore. ...My friends don't call anymore. ...You can't hurt me anymore. ...They can't hurt me anymore. ...Only I can. ...I don't need them anymore. ...I can live off of me....I speak to me. ...I dance with me. ...I eat me. ...When they find me, I'll have a little sm...and say they don't understand. ...But I do. ...I don't hurt anymore. ...I'm not lonely anymor...I'm not sad I'm not pretty anymor...I made it through. ...I feel so holy and clean when I stretch out on the ...etimes god comes in for a minute and says I'm doing fine, I'm almost there. ...Every day I get a little closer...Some days I can't stand up because the room moves unde...and I smile because I'm almost there, ...I'm almost an angel. ...One day when I am thin enough ...I'll go outside ...ttering my hands so I can fly ...and I will be so slight that I will pass through all of you

That's why I am like I am 'cause I'm like her...Because my mom loved Valium...That's why I'm on what I'm on 'cause I'm my mom...I know you're probably tired o...ust a story of when I was just a shorty...And how I became hooked on val-i-um....erything, food that I ate...The water that I drank...So everyday I have at least three...My teacher didn't think I was going to be not...What the fuck you stickin' gum up und...n' and puffin' wasn't what it was either...I was buzzin' but it wasn't what she thought...in a tea-cup? Bitch you ain't my keeper...I'm sleepin'...What the fuck you keep on fuckin' wit...Slut you need to leave me th...I ain't playin' go find you a white crayon...That's why I am like I am 'cause I'm like her...Because my mom loved Valium...That's why I'm on what I'm on 'cause I'm my mom... a minute, this ain't dinner, this is pai...You ate it yesterday I ain't hear no complaints ...Now just wait til I crush the Valium an...I'll make ya sit ther...You better lick the fuckin' plate, you ain't wastin' it...a face in it before I throw you in the basement aga...And I ain't givin' in you're gonna ...And if you still ain't finished it I'll use the same shi...Then when I make spinach dip it...You little shit you want to sit there a... your father he ain't sent the shit...I know I should let bygones ...he's the reason why I am high on what I'm high on...That's why I am like I am 'cause I'm like her...Because my mom loved Valium...That's why I'm on what I'm on 'cause I'm my mom...oved Valium now all I am is a party-animal...I am what I am but I'm strong to be fini...But I don't want to swallow it ...I can't even write a rhyme ...Man I never thought that I could ever be a dru...Nah fuck that, I can't have it happen to m... it's probably were I got acquainted with the taste ain't it...You hungry you fucking brat?...But I don't need it.... and beat it before you wake Nathan up...Alright ma, you win I don't feel like arguin'...I'll do it, pop it go...Then I fall in bed with a ...That's why I am like I am 'cause I'm like her...Because my mom loved Valium...That's why I'm on what I'm on 'cause I'm my mom

Every morning I wake...And I stare at my face...That even I haven't seen before...So I'm thinking of you...While I'm looking at me...And I'm trying to be some...You want me to be...To making you sleep on the floor...one tell me how can you...You don't feel a thing?...When you gonna make...Because when I look in the mirror...I say "You'll never know...If you don't know by now"...I'm asking when will ...At me and I don't know who I am...And I'm fading away...That I'm trying to say...And I don't even know...Now I'm alone in the dark...And I don't have the heart...To tell you I'm happier...And I think to myself...one tell me how can you...You don't feel a thing?...When you gonna make...Because when I look in the mirror...I say "You'll never know...If you don't know by now"...I'm asking when will ...At me and I don't know who I am...I think it's time for me...So I can recognize mysel...Because when I look in the mirror...I say "You'll never know...If you don't know by now"...I'm asking when will ...At me and I don't know who I am

Why didn't I see the signs I was to busy getting...little me inside of you...It ain't true and I'm scared and I can tell he is worr...My jeans don't want to fit every m...I had to tell my family I knew they all was g...But I knew it wasn't true even though we...Tell me what's goin I know what I'm doing is wrong ...Can you hear me Lord when I'm callin for give me my baby...How am I supposed feel the situation is re...go we'll meet again I know baby...I'm in pain your mind frame change when you the one that gotta ...In my body but it don't gotta to live it's up to me but if I keep what ...The fuck I got to give I mean I'm still young and I don't really have...tands me and my mom don't...Remy you can't afford it you expect us to suppor...I feel my seeds apart of me and I don't want to abort it so...Tell me what's goin I know what I'm doing is wrong ...Can you hear me Lord when I'm calling for give me my baby...How am I supposed feel the situation is re...go we'll meet again I know baby...I'm not steady but I can get ready for responsibilities sh...Would I be if my moms got rid of me I'm so stressed and I'm ...of pressure but all I need is the remedy ...Feel better I knew I couldn't win so I chose to forfeit it...I'm over four months and I'm in the doctors office I swear to all that...I love that I wanted to leave and...That I conceived but I sat there because I felt I had to and I cry everyday...Because I realize boy or girl that I wanted to have you don't be made at me ... to be and any pain I put you through is all comi...Tell me what's goin I know what I'm doing is wrong ...Can you hear me Lord when I'm callin for give me my baby...How am I supposed feel the situation is re...go we'll meet again I know baby

Why don they go away ...And I dig my own grave ...So I cry cry cry ...And feel sorry for myself ...All I want to do is get h...And t dig my own grave ...I don't get it I just don't understand because we talked about it ...e talked and talked you said you weren't that kind of man oh...Makes me feel sick makes me weak in the heart and I don't ...Know what to do because where am I supposed to get my ...Strength you are a bad bad had bad bad boy you used to make ...Me feel good you made my day and now you're gone you went ...You went away I don't understand and I'm full of it all th...Why don't they go away ...And I dig my own grave ...To feel sorry for yourself ...Now I try to look up to t...doesn't seem to work you know it just makes me feel like I'm ...rybody's having fun I'm not I must be doing somet...Wrong but i don't know what to do I try try try and try...And try I know if you could you're supposed to make me feel ...Better and I don't feel better I feel worse and I don't know ...Where you are and why am i filled with these ...Why don't they go away ...And I dig my own grave ...I dig my own grave

As I just display 'em, the way I like say 'em ...steppin' style that I use to amuse and he...I'm the original, hel...For freaky sound, for throwin' down, and you know that I'm bringing ... enjoyment, by what I do ...I keep the people cheerin', because of what they hearin...Because they're in the mood for me ...The B-I-Z the Emmezah-Emmezah-A-R-K-I-E ...I can turn it out wit...I entertain crowds, a...ys makin' noise, as I do browse through a...I can turn it out, wi...That I say give 'em, as y'...e used by me, the B-I-Z ...Emm-A-R-K-I with the E and, you will be agreein' ...A brother ain't a brother unless he...e me the Biz Markie because my style is so uniq...ic with rhymes that I say ...I'm just as good as Clint Eastwood, so won't you make my day ...e the original, yes I am the boss ...And I can rock the microphone for you and yours ...n take a pause, and you know, of course ...I can rock a party, w...I'm the greatest ente...And I don't eat spaghetti witho...You wanna get dissed? ...ith me the inhuman, because I'm like boomin' ...Now! I make rhymes, each a...Hey, feel the lay okay, here's a rhyme I must display ...When I'm finished you be in it sayin' HIP...I will be an emcee, 'til I'm old and grey ...And I can even rock the m... the 80's know that I'm the ...Original B-I-Z-M-A-R-K-I say with an E ...You know me, and my man...I can't forget, Cutmaster C...So listen don't be missin', I will never be dissi...I just rock the mic, ... to the brother ain't no other you discover ...I rock up the mic just like if I'm, your, mother! ..."I!!! - am the magnificent..."..."I!!! - am the magnificent..."..."I'm the most honored,

As I just display 'em, the way I like say 'em...steppin' style that I use to amuse and he...I'm the original, hel...For freaky sound, for throwin' down, and you know that I'm bringing... enjoyment, by what I do...I keep the people cheerin', because of what they hearin...Because they're in the mood for me...The B-I-Z the Emmezah-Emmezah-A-R-K-I-E...I can turn it out wit...I entertain crowds, a...ys makin' noise, as I do browse through a...I can turn it out, wi...That I say give 'em, as y'...e used by me, the B-I-Z...Emm-A-R-K-I with the E and, you will be agreein'...A brother ain't a brother unless he...e me the Biz Markie because my style is so uniq...ic with rhymes that I say...I'm just as good as Clint Eastwood, so won't you make my day...e the original, yes I am the boss...And I can rock the microphone for you and yours...n take a pause, and you know, of course...I can rock a party, w...I'm the greatest ente...And I don't eat spaghetti witho...You wanna get dissed? ...ith me the inhuman, because I'm like boomin'...Now! I make rhymes, each a...Hey, feel the lay okay, here's a rhyme I must display...When I'm finished you be in it sayin' HIP...I will be an emcee, 'til I'm old and grey...And I can even rock the m... the 80's know that I'm the...Original B-I-Z-M-A-R-K-I say with an E...You know me, and my man...I can't forget, Cutmaster C...So listen don't be missin', I will never be dissi...I just rock the mic, ... to the brother ain't no other you discover...I rock up the mic just like if I'm, your, mother!..."I!!! - am the magnificent..."..."I!!! - am the magnificent..."..."I'm the most honored,

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As I just display 'em, the way I like say 'em...steppin' style that I use to amuse and he...I'm the original, hel...For freaky sound, for throwin' down, and you know that I'm bringing... enjoyment, by what I do...I keep the people cheerin', because of what they hearin...Because they're in the mood for me...The B-I-Z the Emmezah-Emmezah-A-R-K-I-E...I can turn it out wit...I entertain crowds, a...ys makin' noise, as I do browse through a...I can turn it out, wi...That I say give 'em, as y'...e used by me, the B-I-Z...Emm-A-R-K-I with the E and, you will be agreein'...A brother ain't a brother unless he...e me the Biz Markie because my style is so uniq...ic with rhymes that I say...I'm just as good as Clint Eastwood, so won't you make my day...e the original, yes I am the boss...And I can rock the microphone for you and yours...n take a pause, and you know, of course...I can rock a party, w...I'm the greatest ente...And I don't eat spaghetti witho...You wanna get dissed? ...ith me the inhuman, because I'm like boomin'...Now! I make rhymes, each a...Hey, feel the lay okay, here's a rhyme I must display...When I'm finished you be in it sayin' HIP...I will be an emcee, 'til I'm old and grey...And I can even rock the m... the 80's know that I'm the...Original B-I-Z-M-A-R-K-I say with an E...You know me, and my man...I can't forget, Cutmaster C...So listen don't be missin', I will never be dissi...I just rock the mic, ... to the brother ain't no other you discover...I rock up the mic just like if I'm, your, mother!..."I!!! - am the magnificent..."..."I!!! - am the magnificent..."..."I'm the most honored,

So, you tell me that everything just isn't going well...Fuck heaven, I ain't showing no religion...py's the only thing I regret...But, I'm surprised I ain't pop off my top off...I told her I'm her worst nightma...This is hell, you don't ever gotta fight fa...When I was younger, I would smile a lot...I'm getting older, ge...Now I'm drunk driving, la...Life is a movie and you're just a prop...gged me to stop but I listen like death d...Love? I don't get none, that's why I'm so hostile to the...I'd have a better cha...Annoying and I'm ugly, most niggas...I'm surprised the fuc...Feel like Humpty, you hoping that I'll fall? Fuck y'all...I'm Ace, I'm parent-less, I'm kinda arrogant...fuck, defend people for the hell of it...Because I am the devil, fucker g...ut a little darker, I'll see you in a couple...You seem a little tense...All because a nigga just don't give a fuck... wanna blame me all because their kid is fuckin...But fuck that, you're shitty parents, ...That's what you shoulda did before ...Feel like I missed my little br...Feel like my little brot...I got a little taller since the last time you seen me, bro...Now I'm emo, so fuck it, I'm Poe-in' up...But I never had a drink, ...igga Jasper said if I drink and get drunk...I won't feel the feeling I be feeling when I'm sobered up...y would he say that I'm...Don't look at me, I'm 6'5" about to fuc...I finally had a famil...Now you niggas wanna be nice because the labels wanna si... the co-signing and you fuckers couldn't find me?...Fuck that! I hope you die in a fiery deat...One ear I got kids screaming ...The other ear I got Tron Cat asking...So I can kill these leve...They say that I'm shock value...How about you hop off cock and tu...I haven't got around to telli...Cause I don't know how to (Whoa)...All I want is her support...hen they wonder why I stay at Travis pad ...For the whole week full...I could live with the...Where I skate with the same...Didn't give a fuck about f...ail full of emails, I never write back...Ain't kill myself yet, now I already want my lif...I'm blowin' them flu shots, couldn't kill me with two to...You're on the side of f...I'm on the side of ba...I'm Barney, dinosaur ...Cause I'm shrooming with th...You niggas can't harm me 'cause you all know that...I don't know, it's like I'm a different perso...Sometimes I'm fucking mad, sometimes I'm not (Yeah, you)...As though I got a fucking voice...I don't fucking know, man (...That I don't wanna fucking do (W

You take me to paradise...And I feel as though I'm goin ...Out of my mind, can't you see ...Every time I'm with you I feel weak ...e're in a dream, oh I ...Can't last a day without ...My body is only for you ...Distant love, wish I ...Knew how I met you ...I know I shouldn't waste ...Is it you who yearns when ...I touch your skin ... gentle, so gentle, I can feel you ...I see you in the reflection ...I know that you're out there ...(I can feel that you are close ...I've been waitin so long for you ...When I close my eyes you're here ...(Yo, I want to hold you if only I could show you) ...(Cause you're my destiny ...Girl you know) ...Need you too ...Is this a curse or am I blessed ...I think I'm going mad ...I visualize her daily because I am feeling incomplete ...I see things like her...I'm fantasizing, wish...But realising I am ...I'm crazy about this ...You haunt me, I have never met ...You but I can swear to god in my dreams I smell and touch you ...I long for you want to hold ...You when I am lonely ...Cause in my heart you're ...If only I could manifest ...Your very being I could show ...You a part of me ...Believe me you're the only ...in this whole world for me ...I know your out there...Baby girl just wait for me ...I know that you're out there ...(I can feel that you are close ...I've been waitin so long for you ...When I close my eyes you're here ...(Yo, I want to hold you if only I could show you) ...(Cause you're my destiny ...Girl you know ) ...Need you too ...How will I know its you, ...Would you pass me by ...(If I don't say hi) ...(I'll come find you and make ...I won't hesitate nor wonder...But please don't make ...(If I had my way you'd be ...Here with me, I know its destiny, c...I know that you're out there ...(I can feel that you are close ...I've been waitin so long for you ...Really what you seem) ...When I close my eyes you're here ...(Yo, I want to hold you if only ...I could show you) ...(Cause you're my destiny ...Girl you know ) ...I Need you too

I know I'm unloveable ...You don't have to tell me ...I don't have much in my lif...I don't have much in my lif...I know I'm unloveable ...You don't have to tell me ...I don't have much in my lif...I know I'm unloveable ...You don't have to tell me ...For message received ...I don't have much in my lif...I wear black on the o...'Cause black is how I feel on the inside ...I wear black on the o...'Cause black is how I feel on the inside ...And if I seem a little stran...Well, that's because I am ...If I seem a little stran...That's because I am ...But I know that you would like me ...If only you could see me ...If only you could meet me ...I don't have much in my lif...I don't have much in my lif

All you motherfuckers out t...Am I too loud for this motherfucker? ...Yo, first of all I'm a grown-ass man, ...n real, haters gon' feel ...You bounty hunters be on the chase for Joe Young ...I won't slip, keep pink sli...I'm raw like sushi ba...I retrieve the money,...You get mashed out, cau...Don't be the next vinyl c...I can feel where you at, when I pound you up ...You out of town coke rhymes, oh you clowns is up ...y in the truck, can't fit in the Porsche ...If you bitches ain't happy, then get a d...I'ma do what I want, cause my time...If I want to roll a Jeep...Am I wrong for dat? (If that's what you like) ...Dawg, am I wrong for dat? (Hey, I guess not) ...Yo yo, if I walk into the club ...down security cause I don't give a fuck ...Am I wrong for dat? (Mmm mmm) ...Dawg, am I wrong for dat? (Say WHAAAAT?!...I copped the whole bo...And you ain't gotta believe me, f...Far as I'm concerned they're...I live in the streets...I kill you like it's part of m...When I'm gangsta-trippin l...Why'd you do it? Because I wasn't feelin them! ...If I ride through the ho...abby haircut, pants I wore for days ...Am I wrong for dat? (I don't think so) ...see'mon bitch, am I wrong for dat? (Say WHAAAAT?!...Yo, if I want a fat chick th...Am I wrong for dat? (Got that big ...Am I wrong for dat? (Tchk, nooo) ...I gotta, bang the boo...d if yo', bitch ain't sippin that Cristal...I got a hairy-ass che...hat "Stan" drowned, I fucked around with

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